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Friday, May 23, 2008, 2:11 AM
its Birthday... ^-^
and i guess... there will be some sad feelings that comes along with..
like this blardy throat that im having right now..
im 19 now, and here comes the feeling that i never had some things done, whether i'll get to do them in the future.. i was asked what would i like to achieve this year..
and the one desperate answer that i gave was to go to poly, i was saying it while thinking so desperately as if the whole world depends on it, but it was me that depended on it..
next was asked any personal achievements? maybe to get a love life? haha..
but the next important one was to get a little more courage.. i've been thinking that i need to be more outspoken and even though some people think im more outspoken than i should be.. thats not true.. truth is, i care too much about people's feelings, therefore i tend to things just slip away..
while im here, im thinking maybe the only one person that i want a birthday wish from is my brother, maybe a nice hug and a 'happy birthday'.. but fat chance, seeing as he's not here and the last hug i got from him was when i was... i dont even remember any moments us hugging..
u are reading about a girl who is brotherly-love deprived.. haha.. maybe that's why i get so jealous and angry at every single one of his girlfriends..
school in 6hours.. i will NOT be late today... i cant wait to meet the boys and girls who will make me laugh...
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thedeceptionist
Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.
wanna noe me...
den read my blog...
read it often...
den maybe u'll noe..
wat kind of person i am...