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Friday, November 24, 2006, 8:05 AM
went out with dian yesterday.. it amazes me how the younger generation are moving forward.. they move very fast.. she already have 4ex boyfriend right now... i only have 2.. tsk.. anyway we watched movie, i wanted to see step up, she wanted to see material girls.. so we played scissors paper stone, 3 three times.. and i lost -_-! all three -_-! the day was okay, i bought cds, lots of it.. i just go crazy when i see them.. dian and me were talking, just bout guys.. her last ex was a 'rude boy' the worst of all concept.. a growing up girl, her tongue is more laser then mine! was a nice outing... Saturday, November 18, 2006, 12:58 AM
i came back from somewhere, my mom and bro were home, talking animatedly in the kitchen.. so i went inside my room to change i think, the moment i entered the lights went off.. then i saw a shadow pass me from behind, i turned and walked out of the room, the lights went on again, then i entered and the lights went off again.. i went to the kitchen, pretty much freaked out, told my mom bout it.. she told me i was imagining thing and told me to go bathe.. next thing i know i was in the bathroom of my old flat staring at the mirror.. then i saw someone walk past me in the mirror, behind me... looking closer, i saw it was my dad.. so i turned to face him.. he gave me a look.. the look i'll never forget.. then he said he was going to leave, and never come back.. at that point i started crying, alot of feelings going through me... then he told me to tell my mom that he was going to malaysia, with them.. then he just fazed through the door, apparently to take a last look at my mom and bro... then he came back to see me.. i was already crying like hell, then we hugged.. i was thinking at that point of time, how we stopped bonding as i grew up, how i rarely talked to him, how i hardly went out with him anymore, how he hardly see my nose these days... then i told him even though i never talked to him, even though we hardly hanged out as a family.. then before i could say it.. he interupted saying he loved me very much.. then he went, through the wall.. it was like some indo drama, i pulled the only body part i could see that wasnt through the wall yet, his hand, before i let him go.. then came that fucking feeling of regret... i woke up then.. and i was crying.. and i ponder on how i let him go before i could say how much i loved him, no matter how much i hate his guts for getting me a stepmom.. i told mom the dream just now.. and i cried again.. Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 7:42 PM
so were discussing on this situation.. what if we were trapped in our fears, eg my friend would be thrown into a room, place whatever filled with worms.. and she had to create a situation which i hope, really hope i would never, never get myself into.. note the exaggeration here.. cause what she created was.. 1) make me watch a really good horror movie.. 2) lock me up in a dark, very dark room.. 3) and, that room will have mirrors on its four wall.. and i swear the next time u see me, will be in mental hospital.. ^-^ Sunday, November 12, 2006, 4:37 PM
last paper on 20nov.. ^-^ Wednesday, November 08, 2006, 10:17 PM
watched transamerica with the bro.. on demand tv, which i notice is selling alot of ghost movie.. dorm, devil's bride, art of the devil, the voice lah... but transamerica was really good, i really enjoyed it.. 'what do you feel about your penis?' 'it disgusts me.' the story is basically bout this transexual guy (obviously) who just realize he had a son after juvenile jail called him, remembers the only time he had sex with this girl.. and he was going for surgery, but his phychiatrist wont allow it unless he takes his son out of juvi, which the bail was ONLY 1 dollar.. bree(the trans u know u know) 'how much is the bail-' oficer '1 dollar' bree '-coz i dont think i can afford.... 1 dollar?!' the son was jailed for taking drugs, imagine that.. people would be happy if s'pore was like that.. not-drug free singapore.. shocking part was, his son (which the actor is really handsome by the way) is GAY! snorts.. , 2:55 PM
had chem today, and seriously i felt cheated again, like last year.. hahaha, but can say it was my fault though.. i totally didnt remember that paper 3 is chem, so most of my revision was for physics, not so much for chem... but lucky i did my work ey.. so i'll say im very prepared for physics.. haha.. cant wait for friday, i'll be seeing pretty boy for maths paper 2... haha.. Monday, November 06, 2006, 9:28 PM
just hope i'll be able to do trigo fine.. all the cos, tan, sin... then the y=mx+c thing which took me 45mins to relearn... jangan lupe sudah.. and the notebook which i dedicated to research on my story is now filled with equation and formulas, gradient, midpoint.. hahaha, so i have pyrovul, fire fox and thrym, god of ice in one page and formulas on the other.. baik nye combination.. maybe i'll be able to get mac breakfast after the exam.. heh, uh i wanna sleep... >_< tidak tidak, willpower willpower.. Sunday, November 05, 2006, 8:11 PM
but she's damn shy with me, i can never know why.. she gets along fine with my bro.. -shrugs.. anyway she was eating pockey, when she couldnt finish the 1st stick so she gave it to mom, who asked her to give one to me.. she went all the way round the sofa slowly, looking across the room.. macam nak lari tu.. the moment she faced me, she licked the pockey and went back to her mother.. children must think im scary.. am i scary?! anyway she took one bite and gave it back to mom.. then we were talking bout how she played with dad's hp and called up all sorts of people.. my cuz's bill went up coz of the many calls and sms-es that she made... and she got call the police as well.. suke main picit picit.. so the going back part was funny.. coz of pirate, she was entranced by it but she didnt dare to touch pirate.. the cat bully bullied by a rabbit.. so kak mila was like 'bye nenek, bye busu, bye rabbit'... and farah went 'bye nek, bye nyao nyao i love u.' and she was refering to the rabbit when she said nyao nyao.. she went to the corridor where out of no reason she started to dance and then run back to see pirate.. and she kept looking at it but didnt touch, and had to be persuaded to leave and how.. the parent just walked off 'bye farah.' and she ran after them.. typical lah eh.. Friday, November 03, 2006, 10:40 AM
they were few hours late.. like last year, said they would be here by 8, but they were here at 10, and now, they said they would be here by 3 or 4, but they came at 6.. haha.. see driver tu takde lak.. i remember how fun it was with izza to bully her.. but this time i didnt follow them.. heh.. Wednesday, November 01, 2006, 10:06 AM
nasib tak mati, almost fainted and im not exaggerating.. then got some stupid guy potong line, he got the cab first, kanasai, had to wait even longer.. but the cabby was nice! he kinda figure there was something wrong with me since i said i wanted to go to tanjong pagar complex which is at geylang.. -.-! (tanjong katong lah dey) so we were laughing but i was too much in pain.. oh the sacrifice im making.. he was nice enough to send me back, not to mention waiting for my mom for 15mins.. sheesh.. the cabby reminds me so much of kelvin.. ^-^ |
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