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Monday, October 18, 2010, 12:53 AM
Dear beloved, who is on your mind? This 'letter' is still in your heart Suddenly, I touched a fragment of your memory It pierced my heart and I couldnt move I want you to notice; no dont notice Was love what made it cold? I want to tell you to remain by my side, but.. I cant say it I met you in this defiled world Please play the miracle that descended upon my heart Hello, the times you spent by my side Can no more be compared to any other happines Tuesday, October 05, 2010, 1:27 AM
a toast.. to words u cant fulfill, dont say it! Friday, September 24, 2010, 4:04 PM
u tend to get lazy... well in my case, busy, lazy, bore.. i mean who cares about blogspot anymore right? people are leaning to tumblr and, and and....... formspring? so now, lets discuss why im suddenly posting on my beloved blog.. no biggie, and its not gonna be a lengthy discussion either... just the weather brought forth a new meaning to argument.. lots of screaming and shouting going on.. i was weary of being hit, therefore cautious would also be thrown in there.. now there's just the question of how to avoid explaining all of this, cause nobody knows shit about what u're or just gone through.. but explaining should help u get over, or just the constant rambling that gets u nowhere.. kay lets start.. storm clouds covering the sky indicates heavy rain, no? complete with lightning, the works yea.. so sis wanted to do the laundry, she opens the door.. and me, i told her to do it later.. and yea, she being the dysfunctional person she is.. starts throwing a tantrum, screaming and oh yes in my ear, cause i went and close the door, and she just screamed.. god i was praying the neighbors didnt hear it.. 'she's screaming, u think they're abusing her?' its not fun okay.. conclusion.. she went on ranting nonsense for the next 45mins, throwing stuff around, completely ignoring the heavy rain outside.. and my boredom, caused me to come here, and decided to post.. and while typing all this out.. i realized i have a novel to complete, i left it hanging for a year already... My fishies welcomes me back to this beautiful world.. Sunday, December 20, 2009, 10:16 PM
so work was alright.. its been a month already.. wow right.. just two more months to go for probation, and i really need to get them to sign the blardy training form.. working as a nurse is no freaking joke, its tough as hell, everyday i keep thinking i cant stand this place, but at the end of the day, i cant help loving my job more and more.. the bias at work is starting to show, and i hate it.. why cant u just treat everyone the same way.. oh and i cried at work already, hehehe.. for being scolded on something that isnt even my fault, such a bitch sometimes.. sometimes u get the feeling everyone is trying to test u, using the wrong way.. and sleeping condition isnt getting better, i am not helping myself at all, just making my condition worse.. every night, i will be out till 3-4am, going home to sleep for 2-3hours before going to work for another 12hours.. and the cycle repeats itself.. i feel weird.. its like i still take life so simply yet im thinking so hard about what i want for my life.. happy life, went to powerhouse with kak and liping.. met alot of new friends.. got closer and even more closer to one.. feeling wary and yet wondering.. the stronghold even though still standing powerfully has started cracking slightly for the past year, the yearning, will this crumble it down completely? the boys we meet every night.. we made a label for ourselves.. 'the children deprived of love'.. we just cuddle with each other, making ourselves comfortable.. its like we're a bunch of overprotective siblings.. the group im fond of.. a whole load of clubbing this two weeks.. went to powerhouse again.. we took it one step further.. never had the feeling of going clubbing with a partner, it was different, one minute u want him, another minute u just want to dance alone and the next, u want him again.. of course, u have to squeeze in dancing with other guys.. am getting wasted this wednesday.. okay.. AFA pictures! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 12:14 AM
so first week, im training as receptionist.. there's another new girl coming in, and we'll be starting nurse training together.. so recep............. just one word for it.. Hectic.. recep for today was Amanda.. i just sat down for 5min, and we didnt even manage to get started on the introductions or the basics for the job like the lights, aircon or whatever cause the first client already came in.. then the phone started ringing, non-stop.. we have up to 5 or 6 lines, and we can have 4 lines on hold at one time, and me there, being new and all, just dumbstruck.. i cant even answer phonecalls, what am i going to say? sure 'Good morning, ARVC' and thats it.. amanda was going on and on to clients, checking appointments, making appointments, using the intercom, calling colleagues to answer, 'Julian, David is on line 1'.. i was mesmerized... in a bad way.. and then we have the customers, finding their cards, jotting it down, placing them for the vets, deal with priscriptions, deal with that crap of a label printer that decides to screw up every 10mins.. do payments and on the spot bookings for follow up.. Dr Ly is too popular, everyone wants appointments for tomorrow or earliest possible when the next open slots are available only next week.. things ran behind schedule today.. alot of waiting.. oh and walk in clients still have to call, and they have to wait, for a long long time.. there's alot of typing involve, everytime its type type type on the keyboard, nobody really writes anymore.. and vets are really expensive.. consultants starts from 36, but nobody really pays under 100.. u have your medicines, suppliments, sometimes shampoo and foods, and mostly injections.. i see transactions ranging from $500 to $1500 today.. it was seriously crazy.. but i know, i'll get the hang of it, i mean when you're busy and get tired by the end of the day.. you know your day was worth it.. went to AFA09!! but wont post on it, till i get pictures.. cause i want to upload them.. kay sleep time people.. When soft hair blows across your face.. Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 9:58 AM
okay joking.. too busy lately, ever since i started at CDM.. kay once again, lets branch this out.. started part time at Cafe Del Mar, located at siloso beach, 2weeks ago.. kay, the place is fine whatsoever, serve food, wine, liqour... mingle with the rest of the staff.. my first day went well.. i had jack telling me all the staff didnt like me.. wow. big shot.. i mean in cartel it was so different, the staff just fawns over you, ya know.. spinelli too, okay changi outlet was small, so everyone is just all over you.. but wow, i know that i give off a very haughty first impression but to the extend where all the staff didnt like me? wth.. all cause.. i look so proud, and im anti social.. blardy hell, first day of course i kept my mouth shut.. but everyone got better.. after a few days, im all open and talkative.. and i already have six eyecandies in that place.. 1st, our most wonderful, the youngest looking manager i ever had, 'Adrian'.. he looks a little like GDragon, more so when he smile.. his knowledge on alcohol is soooo... omg.. after closing, we all gather, have a little debrief, and its the question session where we all have to ask him 1 question on alcohol.. and he can answer anything, history of ice wine, tequila shot, bloody mary, anything.. have i mention he looks young and looks a lil like GD? kay i have less to talk about the rest.. hahaha.. adrian kills the chart and most of my attention span.. 'Xander' our supervisor, damn hot, not to mention he'll tease u like no tomorrow.. 'Weili' the junior bartender, Jean knows him right , so called.. hahaha.. they say he's mixed.. i dont see it, totally chinese to me.. didnt speak much cause he's mostly morning and im mostly night.. 'Jackie' another bartender, this crazy guy knows nothing except making drinks, and teasing the hell out of you.. 'Stanley' floor crew, this one, alah idiotic in a really good way, but he's really cute cause well, he's 2years younger.. he's a mat wannabe chinese, u get my drift.. lastly 'Mark' he's the tall one with the nice body, and totally charismatic face, when he smiles, u'll melt faster than ice cream under the scorching sun, he quite playful as well for a 19yr old.. im a noona to two of my eyecandies, its so sad.. on a good note.. i got an interview at AVRC = Animal Veterinary Recovery Center.. long eh.. AVRC vet clinic.. 1 whole day assestment, watching and helping the vets hold the animal, while they inject, extract blood, clean the table, so on and so forth.. i even did x-ray for a cat, a vet clinic is totally hectic.. after the assestment, was the interview, it went well, was joking with the person.. and while waiting for about 1week.. they called.. i got the job! as vet nurse.. i'll have to go for training and what not, for 3 month, including my probation.. there's alot of benefits that i like, especially about going for further studies, they will sponsor the payment for courses, or overseas courses, but of course with time bond.. im a little disappointed that the zoo didnt call me, but i feel this job, will give me more experiences.. now im a little sad about leaving CDM, cause i feel i havent mingle with adrian enough.. its nice to know, he already remembers u and your name.. but he'll forget in the span of one month after i quit, now that is sad.. as a manager u watch people come and go.. lol.. okay long post, thank for putting up with me.. Vet Nurse hell yeah!! Somebody get me Canadian Ice Wine... Friday, October 30, 2009, 5:26 AM
just decided, its time to update.. zoo hasnt called me yet.. how long can it take to process a single procedure of hiring? can someone tell me? i can go nearly crazy, endless days of thinking and nearly crying cause the one thing i want so bad.. (even more than changmin, but then lets put changmin aside..) i have heard though, government jobs takes months.. what about the zoo then? its been so long, and my days have been bored... i still remember the feeling, of waking up for 2 days, and the excitement rushing through, and the next thing u know, u whooshing off to work.. and when i woke up after that two days, knowing i was to be at home, extreme boredom kicked in, and i was left without a thing to do.. i feel pathetic.. otherwise.. miss maisarah has finally picked her life back up, slowly.. and we were invited to go to sentosa with her and her crazily cute, handsome and rich angmo boyfriend.. for the first time we tasted how it feels to have someone to just burn his money endlessly on you.. or us for that day.. outdoor bar on siloso beach, right next to a pool.. none of us entered the salt water that day.. it was chlorine water instead, cause we felt like it, and it was too hot for the sea.. had drinks, while basking in the pool like some pampered rich bitches in our bikinis watching all the other angmos do the same thing.. had ice cream too, in the pool.. and more drinks.. and then he wanted to go on the luge.. so we did, skyride, and luge after that.. strictly no racing, but we raced anyway, with me and dian wearing dresses for god's sake.. there was no need to brake, unless u're one of the faint hearted.. ^-^ made friends.. ended up applying as part time at the very same bar, and now i'll be working at siloso beach people.. starting next week, need to do something with my time.. still thinking about the zoo thing.. sigh.. now to go into rehab to reduce my online shopping.. i just... cant get enough of it... someone stop me.. or else give me more money.. im like stuck stuck stuck.. there's a freaking MAC 24 brush set just waiting for me to pick up!!!!!!!!!! and that sweet girl just had to order it.. and she was asking me if i wanted it, since i inquired on it.. *screams!!!* i want that set... badly.. oh god sobs... There's far too much to take in here.. More to find than can ever be found... |
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