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Sunday, August 31, 2008, 12:45 AM
since there's alot of things that made me pissed off... the biggest one is being this chinese stick while waiting for the bus.. i was greeted with a damn loooooong line to queue for the bus after work.. and i thought, heck with it, i'll just wait for another bus, but as i stood there, the line seems even more longer when just another two more people stepped in, and the thought that somebody else might stop short at the front made me quickly join the queue.. finally the bus came, and me being the most patient person ever, and due to my lazyness, i stop short near the front to wait for the next bus, making me the head of the so called new line.. a few steps behind was this piece of chinese stick who i saw, and she definitely saw me already taking my place.. i saw with my eyes that she went up to front, went out but she stopped directly in front of the bus door, why? all the seats was occupied... no seats for this chinese stick.. while she ponders on about whether she should board or what, another guy came up behind me.. and so she did the most incredulous thing that made my blood boil in my tired state.. which is just standing about 5 steps in front of me, at the front of the rail, plug in her earpiece and stood there as if that spot was for anybody to take.. and if she dared to think that i was going to let her get away with it, she's damn wrong.. i dont care even if she was first and i was second, she might think 'oh how pettyful of that girl, she'll still get a seat what'.. fuck off bitch, if u think the world goes round your way, go wrap yourself in a box and put yourself in a corner.. i gestured to her that she should move, twice, thrice before she came to me and asked what did i say.. with my tired voice, i politely said that she should move to the back.. what she said was hilarious, into my face she said she was here first.. tsk i think i could hear all my cat aura hissing all around me.. and what was more amazing was that my brain decided to shut down at that second since i was so tired, i couldnt even make a comeback, all i said was i stopped here first.. and she looked at me weirdly before moving to the back... right there and then, if i could whack myself at the back of my head with a frying pan i would.. seriously, i was so at a loss of words, my brains wasnt functioning that i wasnt even cursing at that piece of chinese stick anymore.. i was cursing at me... and there i was staring blankly at the tile floor while she was glaring at me and furiously typing at her phone.. its like im the one who got away with cutting the queue.. stupid bitch.. grr.. on to my dear customers.. none that got me grilling except one, that totally disgust me... one angmo with CHEST HAIR.. yes he has chest hair which covered his entire, i repeat entire fucking chest.. plus even had stomach hair, all the way down to his fat flabby tummy.. and how do u think i know all this, because he probably didnt know how to wear a shirt properly, he didnt button them, except for the last two maybe.. we really have to thank nature that our body odours is vapourless and fumeless, cause if it was i think that guy could be a new nuclear weapon all by himself.. the smell of him made me go 'oh' the way MC Shin Dong Yup went when he drank that fucking sour lemon juice on EHB ep 1.. oh and the length of his body hair........... it was long okay, it was about 3inch!! i would like to congratulate myself for breaking the record of my longest post yet.. -claps- i really hope my dreams would come true, and im making a note now if not never, to study harder so i can study overseas, hopefully get a job there, then settle down there, get married there, get kids there, build a new family there, all in hopes of what, leaving my mother far far far away from my future... and then maybe i could do all sorts of sins in peace before i decide to fully repent for all the future sins that im about to do while im in this stage of maturing into adulthood.. do all this while making sure that she has at least more than enough money in her pockets... the least i could do since i wouldnt want to see her... nag nag nag nag is all u can do.. so what if ramadan is coming.. i'll do what i have to do, there's no need to rampage all the good and religious ways down my throat, i get it... maybe i should get more midnight shifts while im on holiday this ramadan season so that i wont be home when she is, and she wont be home when i am.. im angry, tired.. my backbone is starting to hurt again.. while im pining for some way to relieve my back of its pain, i cant due to incomplete cracking of my backbone, i can never crack it all the way up, and today i cant even do a single one, it just wouldnt do... and all my muscles and nerves are whining of pain.. i feel like wriggling viciously like a worm trying to escape a hotplate if that can help, only i know it would cause me more pain.. damn it, somebody bring me to therapy.. not to mention, i have about thousands of writing to complete and reading about 20-30 post of this person's blog made me realized how nicely he is writing and he is making me feel so fucking envious that i feel like just pulling his head asking him to teach me how to write spectacularly, although thats not how u would exactly ask somebody to teach u something.. i think i'll be breaking my neck and back bones if i try twisting my head or body much longer.. rant is done... fishy if u get to the end of this sentence i congratulate u.. hahaha... Saturday, August 30, 2008, 11:09 AM
that phrase.. is actually damn true... oh and what am i suddenly doing at 11 in the morning.. believe me its unbelievable.. i actually slept at 12am yesterday without even needing medicine.. well actually, there's is a reason for it.. i didnt have enough catch up sleep, so my body just demanded for more.. poor aidil who was expecting me to be up at 1am, since my reputation goes a looong way as a night owl, but which owl isnt a night one.. entered a 20+ and older only forum... went to a special ranting thread.. and wow i had the time of my life laughing at all their problems.. please note that im not making fun of them.. after all what they wrote is for the world to read.. but for now im not able to post there.. i'll think of many posts to type down when im allowed to finally post there.. not that im thrilled to reach the age of 20, that tiny thought is enough to give me the shivers, about a hundred nightmares and a thousand more sleep paralysis.. not that i can stop it anyway, that is enough to make me foam at the mouth.. question of the day..... will i be early for work today? SHINee's 'The SHINee World' album rocks lah can... Friday, August 29, 2008, 11:28 PM
which means.... fever coming.. sleeping habits got worse the past week... didnt sleep for a night, the next day and night, continue a 20hr of catch up sleep.. only to continue that cycle two more times the next day.. and now i hate the feeling in my throat... mos was like half empty yesterday.. if only it was like that last saturday... since the rain made not many people come out of their shells.. but yesterday was abit more interesting for me.. at least there was someone who didnt disappoint me.. hee! rashidah knows... the girl who havent seen the rare candy for a long time.. went up to take just a small bite and ran off.. oh what am i going to do with myself?... Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 3:28 AM
i havent been sleeping and waking up as scheduled.. well... i found stuff that i needed to do during night time... which is crucial actually... i guess this is a little late.. but i wish that H.O.T would have survived longer, so that maybe i could see them since im into Woo Hyuk now... the magnae of H.O.T, only he's not a magnae anymore.. and Junjin of shinhwa.. omo, what's gotten into me.. haha me bringing fishy into the J and K world have made her move a step further by herself.. she's into rain now.. she's fangirling about Rain! while huda....... gets excited about Heenim.. omg.. my classmates have become fangirls thanks to me.. got stomach indigestion... as least thats what i think it is... after waiting for the doctor for at least 1hour.. he was good at it, which makes up for the waiting time, i almost asked him, why is he taking so long, between the current patient stepping out of his room, and the next patient going into his room.. but i didnt seeing him doing his job so well.. sigh... X-Man is taking so long to complete itself... saturday night clubbing was the worse.... so crowded, full of smelly sweaty _____... and i dont know whats so wonderful about that platform that people would just squeeze themself up to even though they're standing right at the edge and is just 1inch to falling off.. and smart me wearing heels.................. never will i do it again.... until im absolutely ready for the next time.. T_T.. SHINee album will be out this 28th.. just enough time to wait for my pay and get it...... hee, i so want all those picture album covers.. i hope they will make lots of it, and no repackage please.. i dont want any repackage will extra tracks or better pictures.. i can feel all the poor souls who salvage their money on those Don't Don albums and their repackages all for the sake of the cover albums and new tracks... SM Entertainment! please dont do it! dont plan it even! I take your life forever... You take my life forever... Sunday, August 24, 2008, 1:25 AM
To one of my most precious K-Idols.. Mr. Awesome as spazzes call him... and i personally think he is Mr. Awesome.. Happy Birthday Kim Jong Woon a.k.a Yesung.. Saranghamnida... ![]() Friday, August 22, 2008, 2:53 AM
SGH is kind of... big... and cool... i cant really describe it in words... i've watched alot of hospital dramas, i know the many department and specialism of the medical industry.. its quite overwhelming to see it.. although if i were to be doctor (fat chance), i'd specialised in cardiovascular.. i would never be, those doctors in polyclinics dealing with general stuff.. yea sure they are the most important and makes the base in all doctors... but i'd like to work in a specialised environment... like being a vet... after general learning, u have to specialised in a certain animal... im still thinking.. so then... had to do questionaire.. from which i realized that i also suffer from sleep paralysis and hypnagogic hallucinations... u can look up sleep paralysis on wiki... which explains why i think im being visited everytime i try to sleep... -shakes head... i dont really like the doctor... she talks kind of loudly and forcefully... which is kind of irritating, and she also throws her pen around after writing which to me, either she's trying to show her dominance or in simple words being rude.. or maybe because when i was explaining myself, there was a large hint of dominance in my tone.. so then she made walk, sit, lie down.. made some suggestions and a strict regime which i will start by tomorrow so i can have time to adjust over the weekend for monday... for 1month, i have to take medication which induses relaxation.. and then i'll have to see her again.. although the consultation wasnt really was i expected.. hehe.. Mwonga dareun MOVE uriga baro BOOM B I G B A N G Thursday, August 21, 2008, 3:36 AM
on break from work all the way till sat.. which is like wow for the first time ever.. marcus and david are being a little bit too nice.. and also since im already starting to get sick of work at CAT1C.. i prefer working at T2.. gosh havent seen kino for awhile.. going to SGH today for my appointment, although............... how the hell do i get there? MLP theory test today... seriously debating whether i'll be able to go.. since i have to go and get the certified letter to see SGH in the morning, and while the appointment is in the afternoon which makes the long gap in between okay to take the test.. only thing is.. not sure what time is the test.. haha.. and also, havent really studied for it.. ahaha... kya plus BCT test tomorrow.. -faints... havent had a nice dream in a while.... Tuesday, August 19, 2008, 2:09 AM
ah, but the reason for that is because i woke up very early from my afternoon slumber, and got sleepy at midnight only to wake up at 4am.. so while i happily think that school and work would tire me out but once again for the 89390586293th time, it failed and im still fresh and awake right at home.. even though i was sleeping so peacefully in the bus to work and back home.. and i feel like lying down.. and the only thing that's tempting me to lie down on the bed is so that i can daydream about DBSK.. Rash Rash suddenly developed gastric halfway into school, and she got sent to hospital.. i think its damn bad, she couldnt even stand up.. and now she's on drips, fasting probably for the next 3days.. hahaha... visiting her tomorrow at 8 before reporting for the sports meet.. feel my pain rash rash when i was in hospital for 3days, when i was on drips and wasnt allowed to eat, when i had two people digging around where i dont want them too.. eurgh.. though, get well soon kay.. after all, who would be calling me by 'kitty kitty' or 'meow meow' if you arent around.. Monday, August 18, 2008, 1:41 AM
Happy Birthday to my dearest Jimmy-Mon... The 'so-called' Manager of DBSK.... yes continue to take care of my idols well... its too bad i dont have a picture of you... maybe i should ask regina... hahaha... and just as important... Happy 20th Birthday Kwon Jiyong a.k.a G.Dragon.. god its hard to believe you're just a year older than me.. ![]() credits: http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/ Thursday, August 14, 2008, 1:04 AM
and here i am stuffing myself with toblerones.. work now has become more boring due to the fact that ryda is working morning and i come in during the afternoons.. and its a bit troublesome to layan christian sometimes.. went to school, and its amazing at how much my classmates missed me.. seriously i missed u guys too.. on mc again.. hani never fails to be sick lately... finally the long awaited appointment... 21.08.08 at SGH.. and my one and only class of JBP.. here's a little something i would like to express to u.. even though its not in english.. as u guys would know... hehehe.. Oh My Friend - Big Bang ft No Brain.. I love u guys... Monday, August 11, 2008, 1:27 AM
took in black pepper prawns with lots of chilli padi... super nice but.... as jaejoong says it.. "i wa itai dakedo, AH! i ite demo oishi!!" hahaha... yes my stomach hurts just 5mins after eating it.. working together with ryda next door is the bomb.. we were busy talking to each other out of boredom.. although there was a time when marcus did come down to work.. and there i was trying to find something to do out of nothing.. and i all did was wash here and wash there.. what is there to do anyway.. act hard-working in front of your district manager.. met inc at work.. surprisingly.. its been a long time.. big effect slowly coming in... getting restless.. mood slowly disappearing.. appetite slowly going.. all i want... sleep... night... it all comes back.. and im okay... funny huh? haha.. oh my friends... Thursday, August 07, 2008, 1:24 AM
i use to think that was it.. but now i dont think so anymore.. i use to blame myself for it.. but now... sheesh, even hooligans can sleep at night and wake up in the early morning.. i can never do that.. since young, i was never able to wake up in the morning... im not trying to explain myself here... but the problem is starting to get abit in the major side... there's no one to confide into... cause all they'll say is.. 'oh you're still young, that's why..' bought a new hard drive, finally.. nee-chan had to accompany me all the way to funan, since eastpoint didnt stock it.. but, im suddenly so glad for it.. although i did do something stupid with my files, causing me to go into shock for at least 2-3 hours.. Hudz, im sorry for not being around today.. it's suppose to be your day today.. Forgive me? i want to be around you guys... i dont want this to affect me... tsk, i sound so the emotional......... Fishy! wanted to talk to u.. demo ne.. i dont have your house number.. hehehehe... cant the appointment come quickly?! outta control, what is your mind? stop bangin my head, my eyes gone red... Tuesday, August 05, 2008, 12:01 AM
went to science center for the second time in a week.. which concludes our supposedly exciting practical there... 'boriiiiiiiiiiiing'... walking around doing nothing but looking at the oh so exciting stuff and filling up the questions there.. of course i did went excited for awhile, its only my second time there.. no childhood yes i know.. my childhood consist of clubbing, drinking, lesbians and the sort.. nee-chan was very kind and allowed me to hang over for MTV AA.. which im so thankful for.. to see suju get their award and perform, although im disappointed that they didnt perform dont don.. tsk.. but to see siwon saying thanks in gooood english was very..... how do i say that, touching? for us... went for work, where i thought that chris would be working with me.. but actually it was david, thank god im like early.. and there's another new trainee.. casper.. u can see alot of trainees when it comes to working with david.. so anyway.. once again, 'disturb-hani-since-ahfong-is-next-door' operation came on because david went ahead to tell casper that i think he's kawaii.. and too bad ahfong isnt around.. in which 1hour later, ahfong really did came out from transit to help out for awhile.. tsk... and when im done, david did the most surprising thing.. in which suddenly asking the staff next door for his number.. 0_0.. i mean like they really got it for him, and there he was passing it to me.. i mean what am i suppose to do with it, okay i know what im suppose to do with it.. but as if im really going to dial that number.. yes, 2mrw getting that disk drive... |
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