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Thursday, July 31, 2008, 2:19 AM
i cant chew properly... i cant drink properly... i cant speak properly... i drool excessively.. this may be disgusting to u, but when u cant control the strongest muscle in your body, there's absolutely nothing u can do.. oh this is when im trying to put on medicine... the last time i suffered from an ulcer like this, i lost weight, because i couldnt even bear the pain to eat.. and because of the pain, i got a fever.. oh this is an ulcer on the side of the tongue by the way.. the slightest movement of the mouth or speech u make, moves your tongue.. so understand my poor feelings... Are you still dreaming? Breathing? Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 4:07 AM
AC test coming on 'gas chromatography' which i have neither heads nor tails on manual injection.. had aidil go through some of the protocols with me.. seriously, i hate gc.. lc is much easier than gc.. lc = liquid chromatography by the way.. had MLP practical test today, which me and rashidah get to happily prick each other again.. while my smear was so.......... not that nice... oliver-sensei just had to mark me before i could search her 2nd blood slide to find a monocyte, nice and big and CLEAR .. like cibai.. with our microscope its actually hard to differenciate between a neutrophil and an eosinophil! i guess only si oliver can figure it out.. listened to Suju's super show Asia concert album.. and hearing the fans singing Marry U, really made me almost teared up.. and its like u end up singing with them, with the acoustic guitar playing, and suju filling up at the end of song.. u know the suju boys are crying themselves.. i cant wait for the entire concert dvd, i hope there is one, i hope they will make it.. cause i really really want to get it.. having stupid people msg me out of nowhere.. which is really annoying, claiming to have my name and number in your phonebook and just calling/msg-ing just to know who i am.. im unimpressed.. my time and free msgs have places to go which is not to your phone.. i want my diagnosis now... i want to know if i really have it.. Monday, July 28, 2008, 1:16 AM
im wondering when can i wear my new shoes... hee.. having less and less sleep everday.. not sleeping at night, resulting to sleeping in the day, but having work in the afternoon, results to sleeping less.. but no matter how tired and sleepy i am.. im only sleeping once dawn breaks.. although i have a feeling i'll concuss tonight.. went tonning at ecp with Rash's and Azizah's interact group, where it got pretty good at first.. until the drinks came on, and problems started coming up, and everybody got high in emotions until a few people got pretty pissed off at each other.. no im not talking about fighting here.. there was no fights, everyone was pretty peaceful despite the fact of the amount of alcohol consumed.. went back at 7am, and i was walking home from the bustop pretty fast due to the urgency of much needed sleep.. can u imagine.. friday night, slept for 4hours to wake up at 7... went for conference, then work which finishes at 11pm, tonning at ecp.. slept at 9am, woke up at 3pm.. went off to work.. crazy.. worked with christian, and we went crazy during work.. he's the very open minded type, and therefore.. u can tell he's slightly flirting with u.. he's calling me sayang at work, asking me to do favours and wash stuff.. plus mr. chef was next door, and i did the most regretable thing which was to tell him the mr. chef was kawaii... and now christian is part of the 'disturb-hani-since-ahfong-is-next-door' club, which now includes eng hong, david and beechin.. kino was once again being cute.. me: eh next week im not here! boring sia... Kino: why? u like to work here izit? me: of course lah, get to see u... Kino: -laughs- aiyo u say that, wait tonight i cannot sleep how? me: snorts, u cant sleep anyway, you're working midnight.. so there i was standing in the door waving to him, and he was pouting.. haha.. and he was like whining saying that i can still visit them what.. haha.. but good news.. marcus schedule me in on friday.. yes! today work was very tiring since i didnt get enough sleep, but eng hong of course made my day, plus this japanese family that came, totally lifted me up, i was conversing with them with the most simplest japanese that i knew... wow, what a loooong entry... Thursday, July 24, 2008, 3:20 PM
okay im like super hungry right now, mom isnt at home, she didnt cook for me, she didnt give me money.. @_@.. meeting up with lil girl tonight.. she's like super excited to see me, plus she was whooping after talking to me before ending the call.. and there i was raising an eyebrow, she's so happy uh.. okay so yesterday taufik batisah came to our school, while i was super late for the healthy lifestyle thingy, i was just in time, actually no was also late for lecture by 5mins.. so then marisa was so anxious to see her beloved taufik.. i didnt mind neither do i care, since im not a fan.. but u know, u cant help feeling excited because your friend is excited.. so then while waiting for the lift, me and fishy kind of indirectly insulted him.. we were saying that there's no need to see him and why should we.. and unfortunately he was there and he definitely heard us.. wowee.. but of course, i wanted marisa to have his picture, so i put up this stone walled face of mine and asked him to take a picture with her.. HARA HETTA! Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 1:08 AM
this week, im happy.. why? because marcus didnt put me at amara.. getting the new shoes tomorrow, yes! getting ready for sunday night at zouk... for rashidah's very own dj.. i forgot who his name was.. but they say he's good, so why not.. kino was cute today at work.. he's sick with flu and sore throat.. his face was slightly red, and was sniffing so softly every 1 second.. and he was doing all his handover so fast.. and i was telling lizhell, the only way u can get kino to work this fast is when he's sick like this, since he want to get home fast.. if he was fine, he'll just muck around the workplace, not doing his handover.. abigail's last day or night at work.. which is the reason why i stayed till 11.45 at work, just to spend some time with her.. its not always that i get to work with her.. since she's a permanent at CAT2 way before me.. went to suntec with Fishy, to get her superbly ringing in the ear then confirm wake up alarm clock.. we ended early with our supposedly 15min practical, which yes our practical only lasted 15mins... but after that, going through our test papers... which i disappointedly passed with less than my aimed mark.. and so therefore, our practical + going through test papers = 2hours... going back, fishy was already going to be late with her CWO.. the train had problem, and we all had to get off and wait for the next train.. leaving me unable to shop for my dramas.. i was hoping for last friends to be out, then i dont have to download the rest.. but i guess i could get them tomorrow.. where's my heaven? Friday, July 18, 2008, 1:09 AM
My little Lee Taemin... You're only 15 now.. oh gosh he's young.... ![]() Sorry for the non-edited... i couldnt find any... ahahaha... Thursday, July 17, 2008, 11:21 PM
apart from the normal school thingys, although we did deal with the antibodies for today... apart from the boring MLP lecture... she definitely need to change the way she teaches... the most important part of today's happening.. which is the floorball ITE inter-school competition.. so while we were there to give our whole-hearted support for our beloved AHS boy and girl team.. we ended up being free-lancer supporters, cheering for whichever team that scores... although when AHS team was playing, we went into 100% support AHS mode.. hey, we are ITE united... qoute from Rashida & Neko " We Do Not Sponsor! We Support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" 'For Booking purposes, please contact us at __________(insert no. here).' *Terms and Conditions apply. and im sooooo proud of our AHS girls team, while 4 of them didnt know so much about floorball, they put up a great fight, even though they lost their first game, they were the only team that managed a draw with nani's team.. they were kind of nervous going against nani's team.. but they fought damn well!.. nani's team wasnt so bad either.. soffi got great display of skills, and rash and me were complimenting nani non-stop.. haha.. but u wouldnt believe some of the names that they made up.. like... 'anything team'.. 'fine with anything'.. 'wasake team'.. 'kesom LP'... 'whatever girls'.. 'feedback team'... 'last minute 60 seconds'.. 'bells team'.. which was suppose to be 'bello'... nonsense sia budak budak ITE ni sumer.. and so, while watching intently and cheering whole-heartedly.. something caught my attention.. or rather someone... this freakingly serious shit handsome dude.. and i was telling rash rash and getting excited.. while he also kept sticking to our sides.. exchanging those millisecond eye glances... but then, that 1minute turn off, when his team didnt score, and the whole of them were banging their sticks, and making faces and suddenly had a temperament on.. but i couldnt take my eyes off him... so during his last game of the day.. while rash rash was shouting something.. i suddenly said 'hey handsome' for fun u know, kind of like to myself since i didnt think he was going to hear it.. while he was again standing at our side.. not loudly for everyone to hear, not soft either... since rash was shouting, i didnt think it was within his ear range... but! after just 1 second of me saying that.. he... TURNED! and while rash was in the middle of stopping her shouting and turning back to me, the only person who was really looking at him was me.. and boy his, next few actions, surprised us both... when the game started and the ball went off to the other side.. he seriously no joke went skipping across the court.. and when his team had a few setbacks and didnt score, he was all smiling and going 'its okay its okay'... am i just dreaming or was it because?.... there's 7000 students in our school.. what are the odds that im going to see him again? since he left so adruptly that my mom, rash, kak lin, all said that he left so quickly because he got shy.. bless me with game immediately.. haha.. Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 4:39 PM
right.. if i did that, i'll be seeing at least about 5 dark faces at me... but kino was working, for awhile.. and i dont know, it got uncomfortable the first hour.. the same with amara.. i wasnt used to it yet.. and kino was looking at me incrediblely.. 'why u look so shy?' tsk of course im shy lah! but got used to the place and liezhell.. i got time to look around at all the stuff down there.. i dont need to ask alot of question unlike amara, where i constantly need to ask questions since there's no time to go looking for where stuffs are.. Airport Transit is amazing... and i havent even been to T3's transit yet... no worries.. will go there, one day... can get my pass anytime as long as i look like im going to work.. ahahaha... but i'd like to work at T2 permanently, but there's this new girl coming next week, Leonard booked her already to work at T2.. T2 seems fun... alot of fun.. looking forward to working 10hours this saturday... haha... Monday, July 14, 2008, 12:23 AM
I RECOMMEND EVERYBODY TO WATCH IT! because the main commercial is of course about the phone... and second is the people who acted it and how they potray the phone's function... Haptic is 'touch' in greece, thus explains the phone's touch screen function.. aaaah, now i want this phone too.... the white one especially.. Saturday, July 12, 2008, 1:11 AM
next week, marcus put me in amara... AGAIN.. after all that.. grr.. amara loves me too much? no! not that Fei is no longer there.. tsk, booooriiiiing... speaking of Fei, her 'boss' came to visit her today.. that 'boss' was an ex-manager of spinelli.. and a butch.. peau.. she was sitting there talking to Fei, while i was doing barista, i couldnt concentrate like hell.. it is nerve-wrecking to be watched by someone who knows what the heck you're doing.. especially since everybody has different style, and being taught by a person and being watched by another is... add in the next phrase.. i almost wanted to tell her to go sit somewhere else because she is distracting me.. lab today.. couldnt wake up for morning lecture.. but managed to go for morning practical after lecture.. i seriously need an alarm clock, those ringing type that makes u literally jump out from your sweetest dreams or either makes you want to throw that clock out the window while you're still half asleep.. also, i have decided that amara is a resevoir or breeding place of insects.. i swear everytime i sweep that floor something will come out to visit me, only to be mercilessly killed by the broom that im sweeping with.. the first was a fly, the poor thing, it broke its wing and couldnt fly.. yeah i killed it with the broom.. second was the baby cockcroach! that thing! made me jump, and i almost swore in store.. but yes, i killed it, with more vigour and energy.. die die die.. 3rd closing next friday, i hope the adult cockcroach doesnt come out this time.. i swear i wont be the one sweeping the floor after that.. going in transit this tuesday.. Terminal 2 Transit, here i come.. i wonder if Kino will be working.. craving for Baskin Robbins... Friday, July 11, 2008, 12:59 AM
and Happy Birthday to KATO-san.. 11th of july.. Saengil Chukha Hamnida!! Otanjoubi Omedetou!! ![]() ![]() Thursday, July 10, 2008, 12:01 AM
had blood pricking during medical lab practical.. i volunteered to give blood, or rather to allow my friend to prick my finger.. Ian was the first to give a demo, means he was pricked by our sensei.. and ian was shivering, he was scared.. but it didnt hurt right?.. haha.. so anyways, while doing our blood smearing, we had our blood type test done.. i got a B+.. haha.. mr oliver got excited at andrew who has an AB- blood type.. haha.. weird plus rare... so on tuesday.. went to gelare with shiyun, jean and fishy... after school.. and there's a japankorean food fair at PS.. which me, fishy and jean might go again... but i think TM has it too... dont remember.. so then, we went to spinelli heeren to spend on my spinelli bucks.. haha.. today, my worse nightmare has been confirmed.. i was stationed at amara again.. so i went.. and there was a new trainee, Ronal... he's kind of cute for a 16 year old guy... and he thought im 17.. (which means i look young, ehem ehem) had a look at amara's DM who is a butch.. and totally, is all the butches coming transfering from cartel to spinelli now? but one thing good about this DM is that she actually does work, instead of all the full of fats DM who just sit there, not doing anything, except staring at u while u work at cartel.. aaaaah... i have nothing to blog about anymore... bye.. Sunday, July 06, 2008, 6:23 PM
it was of a room.. yep, when i stepped in that room, i just had that feeling that the room was mine, all mine.. very soft and abit dark blue.. and i had that kind of ceiling to floor kind of window, which was over-looking the sea.. on a high floor, maybe about 7th storey? and the room was really nicely decorated.. just my type of room, the way i wanted it.. which has a big desk which was really messy.. the one thing that really attracted my attention in that dream, was this paper cup which was painted over with some nice design.. and it held all my stationary, my markers, stapler.. though i have no idea how that can be interesting.. and i was just looking at the room over and over again.. its really a nice room.. but its small though.. like.. its can just nicely fit a single bed, a big desk, a whole entire wardrobe with enough space to maneuver yourself around.. small and comfortable.. i want that room... , 12:18 AM
demo ne.. Happy Belated Birthday! ![]() ![]() u guys must really think im crazy with all these idol's birthday.. haha... Saturday, July 05, 2008, 2:36 AM
and there i thought, 'heh, its cartel all over again..' and i was saying to the uncle, 'no no, its jutting out'.. and i had to climb the ladder to fix it, and when the metal stand wouldnt fit, i had to climb again to fix it while they both were pondering why.. but the main reason is that.. i dont want to work in such a busy state.. i love airport atmosphere even though it can get boring at times.. im tired of rushing, i had enough of it at cartel.. tracy became nicer towards closing.. taught me to close the espresso machine.. and im thinking, if i ever get to do midnight at airport, im going to do all the maintainance slowly.. very slowly.. then i can use up all the eight hours doing just cleaning.. since there's hardly any customers at midnight.. ^-^ Eng Hong bought me chocolates, he got the five dollar voucher, and therefore got me chocolates.. ah fong was working next door.. and as usual, the usual teasing came on, although i think me and ah fong is getting use to it.. kino came to visit, and this time i had my share of teasing eng hong, with kino joining in abit.. school in 2 days.. which sucks.. Friday, July 04, 2008, 2:30 AM
and i really hope i get to meet u one day.. people stop telling me to stop dreaming okay... haha ![]() Wednesday, July 02, 2008, 1:05 AM
rash rash, i got a new keyboard!! hahaha... with strict warning to my brother about not spilling anything on my new beautiful white keyboard.. hehehe... next month im going to get an external hard drive.. so saving up the rest of my pay for it.. this new keyboard is nice eh, i can type abit more faster now and continue practicing on it.. was stationed at amara this past two days, and friday too.. and it was an experience.. kena slam after slam.. and poor me who has never kena any kind of slam at airport had to work really fast.. i was late on my first day there.. and fei got mad at me, she kept calling me 'oi'.. on the second day i was super early.. fei was abit more nicer to me.. she showed me how to make tuna breakfast roll.. then our first customer, she called me oi again.. and after making a few drinks tills around 9 or so.. she suddenly called me by my name... and not farhani u know, cause i didnt intro myself as hani but farhani... she called me hani.. hahaha... so then, worked my ass off, getting scalded so many times by bits of hot water.. although there are times that fei had to step in and help me out.. hehehehe.. but thank god, there's not so much cappuccinos, really... i hate to do alot of cappuccinos.. one or two is okay.. and thank god, eng hong taught me how to steam milk for latte properly weeks before.. hahaha.. airport staff is the best man.. bought Tegomasu's Ai Ai Gasa single.. and L movie limited edition.. its really nice eh.. plus u get a cube puzzle featuring only L.. haha.. as if im really going to play with that.. Fishy and Jean decided to surprise me at work today.. but the only thing is that.. they thought i was working at airport today.. and off they went to airport not knowing that i was at amara.. and david told them i wasnt working there.. hahaha.. we met up at city hall, where i saw Fishy and Rash Rash's crystals.. grow them big big alright.. make JBP proud(its crystal growing competition).. so then Fishy gave me chocolate chip cookies that she baked the day before.. haha.. OISHI! and we went to have waffles and ice cream at gelare.. its tuesday.. haha.. love u girls.. Rash Rash, why didnt u follow? tomorrow back to airport.. hee ^-^ My new beloved keyboard.. its white! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() minho minho minho minho.. kakkoi ![]() |
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